Dresser – Oliver Bonas Jewellery Drawers – Oliver Bonas Yellow and Grey Cushions – Edited Pillowcases – Not On The High Street Panda Cushion – Edited I know you all loved the little peek inside my living room, so I thought I’d give you another glimpse into my flat and my decorating style. My bedroom is probably the room you see the least as I film most of my videos in the spare bedroom; I love to keep my bedroom a calm and quiet space where I can escape if I need to! The colour scheme is quite similar to the rest of the house, everything is very grey and yellow/mustard based, which goes with the light walls and white bedding. I absolutely love the Big Spoon/Little Spoon cushions, I think they are just so cute! You might have spotted my new Rose Gold Lamp in a vlog recently, it’s from Heals and is really beautiful, it has made such a lovely addition to the room. I love the dresser from Oliver Bonas, it is quite unique in design, the little different pops of colour on the drawers brighten up the room.

I love reading blogs. There is something very special about being submerged in someone else’s words and photos. Of course I also love watching videos and catching up on people’s lives through their daily vlogs (I’m an absolute sucker for these) but sometimes it’s nice to read words, just like when you’re in a bubble filled bathtub and you want to read a book. seville grey silver blackout curtainIt’s also so nice to see other peoples photos. oatmeal grommet curtainsBeing a huge sucker for photography, my eyes absolutely love scrolling through blogs where people share the same passion. blue curtain falls letra traduçãoImagine me looking through blog posts looking like the heart eye emoji.toile de jouy shower curtains uk

It suddenly dawned on me that other people may have felt the same way about my blog, and there was nothing new for people to get lost in. Having had my blog for 6 years now, it’s been one of those things that I go through phases of loving and then despising. double curtain rod brackets melbourneMy schedule over the past six years has definitely got a lot more hectic, I’ve become much busier and have my fingers in plenty more pies than just this original space. ready made curtains eveshamI’m not the best at multitasking different social media platforms, especially when they involve a bit more time and creativity. caravan curtains ilkestonIt’s very easy to put a lot of effort into one thing, and one falls behind without really noticing.

Which as time went on, meant that this blog became more and more neglected and tired looking. I’ve been working on redesigning this website for so long now, and I’m so happy to be able to reveal it to you and to tell you that I’m back to posting blogs of things I’m loving, things I’m feeling and places I’ve been. Sometimes I feel like my life is a crazy whirlwind and I’m flying through the centre of it, but one thing I do like to do, is stop and document it. Looking back through this blog as I’ve been editing the old posts (and removing some that made me facepalm so hard I almost broke my nose) I noticed how much has changed and how lovely it was to read back on the little things I’d almost forgotten but was so excited for at the time. My blog is like an old diary that I’ve dusted off and cracked open and I’ve found myself smiling at all the old memories I’ve uncovered. If you’ve been here from the start, then welcome back and my blog has missed you. If you’re new around here then hello, take a seat, grab a hot drink and enjoy the original source of all things “Zoella”.

Kalel Kitten has finally revealed why she has been recently hiding from the internet and the real world – in a tearful video posted on her channel. She reveals that she nailed down blackout curtains to her windows, and locked the doors, due to depression over her latest acne outbreak. She explains that she hasn’t been making videos simply because she refuses to put makeup on, as she believes it will make her pimples worse. Her skin has even been affecting her relationship with her new boyfriend, following her split from fiance Anthony Padilla. “This video is a little difficult for me to make,” she begins. ARVE Error: The video is likely no longer available. (The API endpoint returned a 404 error) “I am currently facing the absolute worst acne breakout of my entire life. It’s very, very painful for me.” “So it started out a couple of months ago…a few cysts. The past six months of my life have been a lot of stress.” “I had two very large, painful cysts on my forehead.

Then I got two more. Two on my forehead, two between my eyes, two on each side of my nose, and now I have about four on my chin. Some on my back.” “I have just spiraled down so far. I went into a very deep state of depression.” “Like Rob Kardashian level depression.” “I went and bought blackout curtains. For the past two months I have barely left my place at all. It reached the point that I was so sad that I didn’t even want to look at myself anymore. I wouldn’t even turn the lights on…I would just light a candle.” “To have a face FILLED with large, marble-sized cysts…it’s a lot. It has really, really been difficult for me…is my whole face going to be NOTHING but red in two months?” “Until you understand what it feels like to feel SO UGLY that you can’t even make eye contact with people, that you don’t even leave your house.” “I went to Coachella, I had to cake on a pound of makeup. So gross to me. It’s just been hard.”